Another boring day. . .

Hey!
I have officially decided it, I have no life! Ok, I do, I'm living and all, but I have no social life! Get the point? Good. Want to know WHY I decided this? Well because I am sitting here, on a Saturday, writing a blog and wishing I could have something to do because I call off my plans, thinking that me and my friend would do something cuz that's what she said, and we end up, no, I end up doing nothing. I could have been having fun, but nooo, my friend get's to spend the last weekend with my sister but I DON'T? Do you see that as fair? Do you? I've known my sister for my ENTIRE life, and she just steps in and claims the role. It's unfair, and I don't see it as a good thing. I mean, they act as if I'm some total baby, saying that this isn't happening, am I the only SANE one here!? Ugh. Sorry, I'm frustrated. And I'm sorry that I'm taking it out on whoever. I don't care. . . so on with the next paragraph of my boring blog/life, shall we?
Ok, so I'm not doing much today, so this won't be an overly-long post, and I guess. . . w/e. So my older ( more LOYAL ) sister Tia, said that she's gonna take me to see the movie Nancy Drew Monday. Since I HAVE been waiting for it ever since I heard rumors of it coming out two-and-a-half years ago, and I'm all phyched, she even says I can invite a friend, which is ubberly nice of her and that's one more thing TO love about Tia. . . ily!
On another note, I got to, wait;what did I do? Ugh. I need to step in more, talk more, open up more. Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed or anything. I'm happy, but for the past, oh I dunno, month and a half maybe. I've been sad, down-in-the-dumps, wishing to be happy again. Because every time I DO get happy, it only lasts a little while and I go to bed sad, wishing for everything that I know won't happen. Fantasising that dreams could come true like in Cinderella. But I'm not a princess, mice don't talk, and there's no such thing as magic. So where am I? I'm stuck, that's where I am. Everything that I could possibly want is out of my reach, and no one understands what I'm going through. Every time I come even close to explaining what I need, what I want, and what I hope for, is dashed away from lost thoughts. It hurts, and I can tell no one. . .
Great, now I sound depressed, don't I? DON'T I?!? Ugh. Well I guess I have nothing more to say so, enjoy the music and peace!