Another boring day. . .

Hey!
I have officially decided it, I have no life! Ok, I do, I'm living and all, but I have no social life! Get the point? Good. Want to know WHY I decided this? Well because I am sitting here, on a Saturday, writing a blog and wishing I could have something to do because I call off my plans, thinking that me and my friend would do something cuz that's what she said, and we end up, no, I end up doing nothing. I could have been having fun, but nooo, my friend get's to spend the last weekend with my sister but I DON'T? Do you see that as fair? Do you? I've known my sister for my ENTIRE life, and she just steps in and claims the role. It's unfair, and I don't see it as a good thing. I mean, they act as if I'm some total baby, saying that this isn't happening, am I the only SANE one here!? Ugh. Sorry, I'm frustrated. And I'm sorry that I'm taking it out on whoever. I don't care. . . so on with the next paragraph of my boring blog/life, shall we?
Ok, so I'm not doing much today, so this won't be an overly-long post, and I guess. . . w/e. So my older ( more LOYAL ) sister Tia, said that she's gonna take me to see the movie Nancy Drew Monday. Since I HAVE been waiting for it ever since I heard rumors of it coming out two-and-a-half years ago, and I'm all phyched, she even says I can invite a friend, which is ubberly nice of her and that's one more thing TO love about Tia. . . ily!
On another note, I got to, wait;what did I do? Ugh. I need to step in more, talk more, open up more. Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed or anything. I'm happy, but for the past, oh I dunno, month and a half maybe. I've been sad, down-in-the-dumps, wishing to be happy again. Because every time I DO get happy, it only lasts a little while and I go to bed sad, wishing for everything that I know won't happen. Fantasising that dreams could come true like in Cinderella. But I'm not a princess, mice don't talk, and there's no such thing as magic. So where am I? I'm stuck, that's where I am. Everything that I could possibly want is out of my reach, and no one understands what I'm going through. Every time I come even close to explaining what I need, what I want, and what I hope for, is dashed away from lost thoughts. It hurts, and I can tell no one. . .
Great, now I sound depressed, don't I? DON'T I?!? Ugh. Well I guess I have nothing more to say so, enjoy the music and peace!

Boo!!!

Hi! I'm Cricket-izzle, ok- - just Cricket! And I am, erm-- writing, to-- myself. But in a dignified way! So, I'm writing/talking to myself, without people getting creeped out. . . in fact it's, it's, COOL! Wooooot! Lol, well I guess I need to say a bit about myself, eh? How boring. . . but still. Erm, well I'm 12 (and a half to be exact pfft ) And yes, I count the months. Call me a dork, I don't care! Cuz I'd just be lying if I denied it. And lying in VURY bad, tho I do it. . . shhh! Lol, well yeah I'm 12, and I'm blonde (but not stupid! UGH hate that stereotype!) And, I have glasses, really cute glasses at that. There pink, and like thick-framed, but not square, kinda oval, and they turn to sunglasses after they've been in the sun for like a mintute, which is cool, yet REALLY annoying cuz when you take pictures outside, you just can't take them off like normal sunglasses which is sort of annoying, oh wait-- I said that already... well that proves my point! Yeah, I tend to blabber on a bit. . .
Woah! Second paragraph! WOOT! Lol, well I was at churh tonight and was BORED TO DEATH. Ugh, my best friend decided not to show up so I sat there, reading a book I already read before, and sat some more. Then I decided to talk to my friend/nephew Tyler for a bit, but he tends to zone or get caught up with a certain little sisters DS so there I am, sitting by myself AGAIN, reading the book and predicting what's gonna happen next (which I'm always right, pffft, phychic dud! Lol) and I finally get a chance to escape by going with my oooh what is she? Well 'she' home a bit early FINALLY. So I escape, and all. And get home. ...
OMG, you'll NEVER guess what I found in my big sis's bedroom/closet lol. So I go in there, trying to find her straightener so I can steal it, and I move this big blanket to get into this like plastic-shelfy thing, which knocks a open cookie bag over, and OUT RUNS A MOUSE!!! OMG, I like SCREAMED it was disgusting!!! It's little and brown and tends to scury under her bed, HA! I dunno if I should tell her tho. . . lol, yeah I'm cruel. Erm, and there is like little mouse crap all over the place in there! It's disgusting!!! *Shudders* So yeah, that was my creepy and nasty encounter with our little visitor, it won't be staying long tho, lol. I put my CAT in there! Ha, the mousy is a GONER!!! DIE MOUSE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
K, sorry, went a bit over board with the exclamation points, lol. Yeah so anyway, I guess that's it for my first-ever post, so I hope I/you enjoyed it! Lol, ttyl little blog ^_^
~~~ Cricket <3